My Hidden Life

At the start of 2018, God asked me to live a hidden life for an indefinite amount of time. I was sitting in my husband’s office during a four-hour spiritual retreat. I had approached this particular retreat with some solid expectations. We had been living in California for about a year and now that all …

Living Free

I watched in dreaded anticipation as the two women approached me. One was Salem’s speech therapist, Maddie, and the other was her supervisor, Susan. I had been in the waiting room while Salem was in his therapy session. Today he was being evaluated to see how he had progressed since beginning therapy several months ago. …

Why I begged God not to bring me back to California, and why He did.

When I graduated from high school at seventeen years old, I promised myself that I would never come back to Southern California.  The smog, the traffic, the lack of seasons, the bubble community of my Christian denomination, the superficial culture, and so many other reasons were only part of why I wanted to leave.  With …

Growth Matters

Salem isn’t growing well. A couple months ago I took him to his 14-month well-child appointment and came home feeling defeated. He was seen by a different doctor that day as his primary doctor’s schedule was too full. The doctor was nice and calm, but as soon as she stepped in, I wished we were …

Our Love Story

At the end of August 2008, Andrews University became my new home. Although I feared the brutal winters that everyone warned about, I had transferred there for my junior year of college to begin my studies in Speech-language Pathology with great excitement. I only knew one person at the school, but going to places where …